When I think about writing in French it's a total headache, it's definetly like playing soccer, it's so hard and I'm so sure that I will make so many mistakes, that most of the times I would prefer no to do it at all.
When I think about writing in Spanish it can be easier but most of the times I get too poetic, I get lost trying to use nice vocabulary, but I'm never happy with the result. It feels like buying shoes. I look at all the options and none of them feels right. None of the shoes screams at me from the shelf, but I always have to pick one. Usually with time I feel better but it's a rough process.
Finally when I write in English it's like going to sleep. As I feel more active at nights, shutting myself off, it's a long process. I have to brush my teeth and put my pjs on... sometimes, I have to push myself, and I fool myself to not do it, once and twice every time. However, when I finally fall sleep I'm usually comfortable and relaxed. And the result is very pleasent.
I like the spanish part, I find it really interesting, as I also consider buying shoes a rough task. I never find the right shoes, I come across with them when I have no money.
ReplyDeletetalking about the english part, though I cannot feel as you feel, I CAN say that the result that you define as plesant can be seen by everyone or at least I see it, what I mean is that I consider you have a good speaking, well actually a very good speaking and it's great to hear you in the english class as I learn about the confidence one has to have to improve that part and the influence that it causes in the other people.
well that's all; :s I think I'm not very clear but this is my comment.
aH Julian thanks
ReplyDeleteI'm glad to see that I'm not the only that hates shopping shoes,
and I feel very flattered with your words, and I sure have to tell you that sometimes I may look more confidence to what I really am but if that may cause a good effect on some else I'll sure feel fine, because I've learnt the hard way that not everybody agrees with that.
So thanks for your nice comment